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Here comes the rainDang third wave yesterday was screwed up by rain again. Man this is some serious tough luck. But anyway I wouldnt have flew anyway. I reached the club damn early at 9.. when my flight was at 1430. Went into OPs room and checked out the board. Saw "INSTR ON MC" and I thought to myself, "Man, who so suay sia". Turns out its yours truly. Lol. Get well soon SIR!
And it was a day with mixed feelings. Lekning made it thru to Phase 2 but Sok Fan didnt. Even as sok fan and I had talked about being mentally prepared on Monday, it was still hard to swallow. Cos this means a lot to us. And I cant stop thinking about my own fate too..
But I suppose there's someone up there who doesnt like me very much. I HAVENT TOUCHED A PIPER WARRIOR IN MORE THAN 2 WEEKS! Thats kinda driving me a little mad. Everytime I learn something from a flight and wants to put it to good use, then I've to wait a week or maybe two before I can fly again. I would be lucky to rmb how the cockpit looks like, let alone remember how to correct my mistakes. And to add to my misery now, the simulator's kinda out of bounds now... I feel like its Sortie 1 everytime I fly. And of course now my head is on the chopping board and that kinda makes it two thousand times worse.
Festering at home every single day is no motivation. I am so sick of the TV now. And I actually finished 2 novels last night in less than 5 hours. Man what else can I do? *sobs*
I know its boring to see entry after entry about me being paranoid. But I really really want to fly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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